notes

what if she forgets about me,,,,,,, >.<

it’s so weird to think like. 5 months ago i wouldn’t have been comfy with like anything because of trauma >.< but like. now i am,, and im just like. so happy that she’s helped me be comfy with stuff again :pleadingcat: love her so much,,,,,,

needy for attention tbh

~~i'm not being emotional i'm not being emotional i'm not being emotional i'm not being emotional~~

i love the necklace my girlfriend got me for christmas so fucking much :pleadingcat:

i think i’ve worn it every day since then that i’ve left my apartment? or almost everyday at least :3

i’m a puppy,,,,,,,,

girlfriend is insulting me for not knowing how to play confusing star wars lego game smh

i wonder if she talks about me ever…

how is she so fucking cute omg

~~i wish i could be cute~~

dedicating this website to gay posting now /j (tbh that’s what it mostly is but i wannya start posting about other stuff when i start this new project idea :333)

yearny

thinking about the day i was doing destinations and there was a radio check and the question was about how many chickens could you fight. so i was just walking around listening to other people who were working answer the question and laughing the entire time

why am i so gay >.<

probably too gay :(

why don't i have a tail?? i'm literally a puppy yet i don't have a tail to wag what the fuck is this?????

did solid ever go anywhere? genuinely no idea, every so often when i see a link to it the website looks the same as i remembered it, and i almost never see it get mentioned.

currently on a mission to be the cutest puppy ever

work on sunday is the best cause no body comes lol

i love being paid for 4 hours to do nothing but training :3

think it's time to just. go to bed and cry myself to sleep now.

they should make more webcage music tbh.

playdate intro is so beautiful tbh.

multivariate calculus is fucking weird like what the fuck does this tangent line mean

3d is too much for me. like actually. trying to graph it in desmos makes me a bit dizzy.

terrified rn

my girlfriend is making me watch star wars (have never really seen it tbh) and it’s so nice and cozy tbh, just laying on the couch with her watching it

i love her so so much :pleadingcat:

hhhhh why is my brain being all stupid rn and just. feeling empty and focusing on small things that never bother me but it is rn...

feeling awful rn.

i love my new job tbh

it's actually really fun, at least when working help desk. i'm surprisingly not awful at talking to customers, and when there's no customers i get to talk to my supervisor :3 and they all seem pretty cool :3

and when i have a shift in a lab i don't really have to talk to anyone that much, i just go and check printers and labs every so often, and apparently sometimes a supervisor will come and check on me?? so that's kinda cool ig :3

aaa marriage :pleadingcat:

sounds cute :pleadingcat: i’d get to marry her…

hhhh why must i ruin everything.

mm just thinking about how sweet my girlfriend is for letting me steal her jackets and squishmallows tbh :pleadingcat:

i love her so so so much…

i feel great rn tbh /gen

creating tech debt for future saige rn

it needs some problems to solve in its life (rewriting albums someday)

so fucking empty...

well that's a very unexpected moment of feeling empty.

sigh.

ik i do lots of like gay lesbian yearny posting but like

really am so glad i met nea :pleadingcat: she’s just so so so amazing, idk what i’d ever do without her :pleadingcat:

nobody knows i’m secretly a puppy

okay wow servicenow is slow

how the fuck do i do art

we're watching episode two of hide and seek across japan rn :3

yay i got my girlfriend hooked on jet lag i think :3

i wonder if i could get away with replacing the extremely boring and basic and inaccurate honeywell thermostat in my apartment with an ecobee

i hate trying to have friends. basically impossible ig

mmm i love my girlfriend so much tbh…

she’s actually just way too amazing :pleadingcat:

i’m puppy,,,

made my girlfriend watch jet lag: the game and she seems to enjoy it :3

happy new year !!

brb need to go make the 48934th misskey fork and call it uhhhhhhhhhhhhh stickerkey (i have stickers on my desk rn)

girls should be allowed to just sleepy and sleep and sleep sleep and sleep some more and lay in bed and sleep and eepy and nap and go to bed and hug jacket and sleep and hug squishmallow and sleep more and wake up and see it’s 3pm and go back to bed and sleep a bit more and sleepy sleep a lot

oops found another place on this website that still says catgirl

i hate this stupid fucking life so much