notes

hhhhhhhh

why am i like this

i don’t know when soon is but i don’t want to ask >.<

panicking rn

aaa scared >.<

every time i have to touch this database, i hate myself even more for how terrible the rust layer is written (strings get wrapped with quotes because something something rust types and i just, convert to json and back to deal with it)

girl that quietly goes "hiii" when she's being stared at

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa keep thinking about yesterday and, :3

hhhhh feel like she probably hates me after all this

miss her :(

everything hurts so much

maybe that’s what i’ll do today

kinda wannya add private posts here through indieauth.

just realized she called me silly hehe

very weird dream >.<

kagi.com "how do i know if a girl likes me"

meow hi :3

feel so terrible rn. might be sick

there's no way she likes me right?? it's definitely just platonic. friendly. :3

like, no one could ever actually like me rightttttt

there’s no way she likes me though right

melting,,,,,,,,

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

blushing so much

i have a crush :3

rosalina has a crush :3

:3

mmmm keep thinking about that and just

need that again………….

meow

mmm my brain can not handle seeing a cute girl,,,,,,,

actually how is she so cute??

rosalina think about something other than kissing for more than 5 minutes challenge (impossible)

need to hold a girl’s hand,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

the neurotypical cishets don’t know what they’re missing out on

god i hate having crushes

just makes me all nervous and scared and aaaa

literally can't focus on anything rn cause im just constantly terrified

rosalina try not to have a crush on like everyone challenge >.< (fuckkkkkkkk why do i kinda have a crush on her maybe.......... >.<)

hate myself

why do i even try to have friends

want to cry so much

why do i just suck at literally everything

really feel like maybe i should just kms at this point.

i hate fedi.

mrow??

website where for each http request, it makes a request to openai to generate the html (slightly different page every time :3)

first this restaurant was playing paramore and now weezer omg

i love it here

am i actually about to cry just from playing captain toad: treasure tracker

captain toad: treasure tracker 2 pls nintendo 🥺

genuinely so tempted to just. block everyone on discord. or something. idk. just want to die.

wonder if any of them even noticed i left the group like a week ago lol.

they're probably celebrating tbh

to everyone i talk to, i'm just an annoyance.

feel so forgotten about.

pretty sure everyone would just forget abt me tbh

mrowwwww meow meow meow (i'm in monocle rn :3)

the temptation to call prod lp1

hihi :3

mrow :3

kissing :pleadingcatcollar_love: