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thinking abt how someone pointed out that me and her sit together a lot and i was kinda like "lol yeah uh ig we do sit together a lot,,,," :3

this kitty just wants to be protected (she’s scared of like. everything)

pretty sure my brain just. does this every time i think abt her tbh. it becomes the least understandable thing ever,,,

not dating is so weird tbh like. idk. i miss saying “ily” and having someone to care for and call my girlfriend and aaa :(

i think my current situation makes it more confusing too :(((

wannya have someone to look forward to living with someday, and i really wish it could be her tbh. but realistically, i just don’t think she likes me in that way sadly.

hhhh maybe i’m just. scared of being lonely forever tbh.

mmmm part of me kinda just thinks a lot like

i still really want to date her tbh. i’m still uh, very in love and aaaaaaa >.< (wow big surprise, saige is gay)

and like she’s my best friend.

but just like. what do i do? if stuff never works out? i don’t know how to talk to people. idk how id meet new people rlly. especially people who id wannya date,,,, (my brain is weird abt getting crushes)…

like. idk if id find someone as cute and kind and sweet as her?

i have no idea if im making sense. i’m just. scared. rlly in love with her. and just. don’t know what to do. at all. i’m way too sleepy to be typing this tbh. but like. aaaaaaa rlly wannya date her >.< but if she doesn’t want to date then like. am i just lovely forever?

tbh like. living with her someday might be nice. just rlly love being near her aaaaaa

pretty sure my parents have at least some idea that i am in a very confusing situation lol (i accidentally said something earlier and i meant to say friendship but i said relationship by accident and then i started blushing so much and couldn't get myself to say another word so i just looked down and continued blushing aaa)

kitty saige :pleadingcat: omg that's me :3

mmmm god i am melting into a little puddle just thinking about how fucking cute she is how is it possible to be that fucking cute??? i don’t get it

i wish i could be cute,,,

is this what being lovedrunk is

how is it possible to fit so much cuteness into one girl???

like. aaaaa just thinking. and it’s so nice to look into her eyes and her hair is so cute and aaaaa >.<

also it’s so cute whenever i look at her and go “hiii” and in the cutest voice ever she goes “hiiiii” back omg

literally everything abt her just makes me melt tbh. i don’t understand it aaaa

just laying here. i should sleep. but i can’t.

too busy just. thinking about how fucking cute she is. genuinely how can she be so cute??? don’t understand it,,,,,,

i am so gay

being single is so weird.

like, who am i supposed to say "nini, ily <333" to now?

type of girl that listens to science yoshi https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-more-you-know-science-yoshi-pg-version/1513233704?i=1513233707

forgot this gif exists https://tenor.com/view/anime-hug-hug-hugs-anime-girl-anime-girl-hug-gif-16787485

like look at these stickers, they so cute

mmmm thinking abt a cute discord sticker i have but haven't been able to use in so long

i think i've dreamed of her twice now

perhaps i should reevaluate my life (idk what id do)

being single is weird. confusing.

god it's actually slightly annoying sometimes just how much my brain thinks abt her,,,,,,,, like silly brain you could listen to funny calculus teacher. stop thinking abt her pls, you'll get to see her again in a few days silly

mmmm saige try not to be in love constantly (impossible) (she's too cute for me to not think about her) (aaa)

miss her already

the desire to watch the peanuts movie and hug her,,,,,,,,,,,

genuinely just, how is she so fucking cute????? i literally don't get it

i had to open telegram to find this song

like actually i could just sit here and stare at her,,,,,

how is she so cute

girl who uses spotlight while sitting in class to talk to her friend by just, showing her what’s in the search bar

i think her existing is also very gay.

me existing is apparently gay

kagi.com “how to stop blushing”

pretty sure my brain just randomly writes love stories now at the most random thoughts

saige stop being extremely gay challenge (sitting in class rn and i wannya lean over and give her a little kiss)

aaa she called me a good girl :pleadingcat:

ok anyways i added an admin boolean but two accounts have it set because :3 (greatest reason ever) (im so silly)

im a silly :3 (ok i should probably fix this actually. maybe i have like an is_admin boolean?)

can't believe she'd steal my website smh 🙄

meow i'm a gay little shit

im so girling rn (im listening to music from the one anime i have ever watched)

blushing thinking abt her

kitty :3 (me)

omg it’s alec benjamin music

i love this place

rosalina try not to blush

i'm so silly

i give up