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genuinely just, how is she so fucking cute????? i literally don't get it

i had to open telegram to find this song

like actually i could just sit here and stare at her,,,,,

how is she so cute

girl who uses spotlight while sitting in class to talk to her friend by just, showing her what’s in the search bar

i think her existing is also very gay.

me existing is apparently gay

kagi.com “how to stop blushing”

pretty sure my brain just randomly writes love stories now at the most random thoughts

saige stop being extremely gay challenge (sitting in class rn and i wannya lean over and give her a little kiss)

aaa she called me a good girl :pleadingcat:

ok anyways i added an admin boolean but two accounts have it set because :3 (greatest reason ever) (im so silly)

im a silly :3 (ok i should probably fix this actually. maybe i have like an is_admin boolean?)

can't believe she'd steal my website smh 🙄

meow i'm a gay little shit

im so girling rn (im listening to music from the one anime i have ever watched)

blushing thinking abt her

kitty :3 (me)

omg it’s alec benjamin music

i love this place

rosalina try not to blush

i'm so silly

i give up

this language fucking sucks (c++)

hhhhhhh i do not handle rejection well huh.

fuck i want to cry so much rn

hhhhhhh life is too difficult

just wannya date her :pleadingcatcollar:

how do i un-fall in love

doesn’t seem possible

aaaaaaaa fuckkkkkkkk i just wannya date her

hhhhhhhhhh

what do i do,,,,

fuckkkkkk thinking again and it hurts

just wannya hold hands but i can’t now ig…

literally brain pls understand that platonic relationships are ok (aaaaaaa but i like her too much,,,,,,,,,)

rosalina pls stop being in love challenge (impossible) (she is simply too kind for me to not like her)

i wish i had any friends to play this game with. :deadAnya:

the desire to be told what to do and then be called a good kitty,,,,,

laying in bed giggling :3

i’m such a kitty

(very vague) fuck i need that to happen again…..

me :3

(i'm not needy at all to date someone...)

if i just keep turning the music up the sad thoughts will eventually go away right

fuck i forgot i don't auto link because this is the worst markdown parser ever

but if i do <> around it then it auto links... amazing

https://music.apple.com/us/album/good-4-u/1560734944?i=1560735856

https://music.apple.com/us/album/good-4-u/1560734944?i=1560735856

what do these lyrics mean

does a post with no image work

i really need to write my own markdown library or something so i don’t spend like 5 minutes looking at the one i use just to discover it doesn’t support strikethrough

does everyone just want to toy with my emotions and then forget about me? seems like that’s what happens though.

although i’m also not completely opposed to the idea of leaving someone else in control of my emotions

rlly hoping i don’t wake up

i’m sorry

if i lay here long enough ill eventually die right

kinda thinking and just like. i think while i do get crushes pretty easily, it’s not that often that those crushes turn into me being all lovey >.< just makes this hurt more tbh

pretty sure no one wants to talk to me tbh

ig if i never talk to people i probably won’t fall in love… and then i can’t be hurt when the inevitable happens. because it never would because i wouldn’t talk to anyone.

mmm, probably would be easier to just. die. instead of dealing with these emotions.