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that was. quite amazing…

i'm such a faggot,,,,,,

mmm she's so cute,,,

i am such a useless lesbian

really wish i could be cute >.<

so fucking eepy

genuinely don’t understand just like. she’s so fucking adorable,,,,,,,,

how is she so fucking cute i don't get it

(saige is slightly a faggot)

hhhhhhhh i’m so gay…

god how is she so cute?????

sleepy kitty girlie,,,,

why does part of me kinda want to cry rn? nothing to cry abt i don’t think? except i am worried about her,,,, >.<

mmmm rlly wannya give her a kiss rn……….

god im so fucking tired

can i just fall asleep in her arms pls

that'd be so cozy

girl that's like extremely gay and wants to kiss another girl and-

wait that's just me

need a girl to call me cute tbh

agh reading old dms and like wtf i said that??????

god she is actually just so fucking cute omg

wish she was here rn, miss her

she's so cute when she's being silly aaa

she's so cute,,,

they should invent a way to just like, stop thinking for a bit

(oh wait that's sleep)

need a girl to call me a good kitty

mmm, at least i get to be her kitty....

i’m so gay,,,,,,,,,

hhhhhh saige brain pls work,,,,

she’s so cuteeeeeee

idk if i should talk to her abt this or not >.<

i thought i was doing ok with handling the not dating thing, but maybe not :(

hhhhhh i’m so in love melts

mmm, keep having to fight the urge to say "i love you" to her. cause like. i rlly do i think. but we're not dating. so i can't.

hhhhhh i just feel like i really want to cry rn. hurts to think abt not dating

part of me wants to cry rn and idk why. think it’s just, idk. hurts to think abt like. we’re not dating.

the desire to lean over and kiss her,,,,

wish my brain would just. stop. i know she’s not interested in dating me. but i still just keep thinking about her,,,,,,,,,,,,

hhhhh why am i so in love,,,,,,

she’s just. aaaaaaaa so nice and kind and cute and sweet and aaaaaa why am i in love with her,,,,,,,,,

fuckkkkk i just really wannya date her :(((

(saige is about to explode from being in love :3)

or just. any time. like she’s actually so fucking cute, how???

she’s so cute when she’s being silly

i’m like. such a faggot,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, too gay :3 hehe

waiting outside for the girl i’m in love with :3

saige try not the be the most awkward, weirdest person ever when talking to your crush challenge (impossible)

mmmm saige try not to be in love constantly challenge,,,,,,

thinking abt how someone pointed out that me and her sit together a lot and i was kinda like "lol yeah uh ig we do sit together a lot,,,," :3

this kitty just wants to be protected (she’s scared of like. everything)

pretty sure my brain just. does this every time i think abt her tbh. it becomes the least understandable thing ever,,,

not dating is so weird tbh like. idk. i miss saying “ily” and having someone to care for and call my girlfriend and aaa :(

i think my current situation makes it more confusing too :(((

wannya have someone to look forward to living with someday, and i really wish it could be her tbh. but realistically, i just don’t think she likes me in that way sadly.

hhhh maybe i’m just. scared of being lonely forever tbh.

mmmm part of me kinda just thinks a lot like

i still really want to date her tbh. i’m still uh, very in love and aaaaaaa >.< (wow big surprise, saige is gay)

and like she’s my best friend.

but just like. what do i do? if stuff never works out? i don’t know how to talk to people. idk how id meet new people rlly. especially people who id wannya date,,,, (my brain is weird abt getting crushes)…

like. idk if id find someone as cute and kind and sweet as her?

i have no idea if im making sense. i’m just. scared. rlly in love with her. and just. don’t know what to do. at all. i’m way too sleepy to be typing this tbh. but like. aaaaaaa rlly wannya date her >.< but if she doesn’t want to date then like. am i just lovely forever?

tbh like. living with her someday might be nice. just rlly love being near her aaaaaa