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just found a ubiquiti forum post i made when i was 12 lmaoooo

hhhhhhhhhh

how is she so amazing,,,,,,,,,,,

love her so fucking much but i am definitely not good enough to date her >.<

she called me puppy :pleadingcat:

hhhhh i hate myself

why am i like this

why does nothing ever go right...

god i love hugging her jacket so fucking much,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

omg she let me keep her jacket,,,,,

i love my girlfriend so much,,,,

she's so amazing,,,

guessing my way through java for a class right now and i just made the best javafx theme picker ever

girlfriend just asked if i’ve ate anything on my salad and when i said like three tomatoes and a cucumber she just said “ok” and walked away like she had an idea 😭

whenever i’m waiting for my girlfriend i always do this thing where i sit facing away from the door so whenever she comes out of the parking garage she can come up behind me and scare me lol

Arranging content close to the TrueDepth camera uses space more efficiently, and helps diminish the visual presence of the TrueDepth camera.

found this kinda funny, lol

scrolling through a table of nearly 4,000 coordinates on a specific day and checking random ones to figure out what day we went to a meeting for a club lol

explaining my cursed sqlite bindings for lune to my girlfriend right now and it's making me think of this https://xkcd.com/1172/

i'm like 10 days behind now on my mathober posts lol

i think it'd be really cool if fly.io just gave me infinite memory so my terrible python project doesn't out of memory (i have no idea how to debug this... like, my database isn't even that big. only like. 10,000 battles or so...)

god i love snipewriter 5h so much https://splashcat.ink/battles/groups/179/?share

my m3 pro macbook pro running minecraft with shaders better than my girlfriend’s rtx 2060 still just doesn’t make sense to me

like, the 2060 doesn’t feel like it was that long ago? literally feels like it came out only a couple years ago….

i now have puppygirl.ink and puppygirlin.space :3

how did she manage to do this

fuck i love my girlfriend so much,,,,,,

my girlfriend is forcing me to eat because i haven’t ate today

wtf it’s possible to hear coil whine on my macbook when running funny llm lol

just ufcking kill me now tbh

just gonnya sleep on the couch tonight i think. not even going to bother closing the minecraft instance that’s open

what’s the point :deadAnya:

having a conversation with my girlfriend’s plushie except it hasn’t said a word so it’s like really difficult for me to carry this entire conversation

god i so need a home lab

xcode time :3 (idk what i'm doing)

god webcage is so good

why do i love the beginning of this song so much, like those first couple seconds lol https://music.apple.com/us/album/head-in-the-clouds/1640739427?i=1640739800

looking at server racks again right now

running a local llm on my macbook while on battery, what could go wrong?

lets gooo only 5 minutes late to calculus (i considered skipping)

got to play minecraft with my girlfriend :3 was really nice

how difficult would it be to build like a routing thing between bus stops? (there’s 6 bus routes is that matters at all)

(i have a very silly idea)

wish i had her jacket :(

freezing to death rn

kinda want to just, go home. and lay in bed. and cry. and not wake up. idk.

kinda just feel like, crushed rn tbh.

want to cry rn tbh

:(

i love hugging her plushie so much :3

wish i had her jacket though :(

what is wrong with me rn? so confused. all i can think about is i was spiraling. but i don’t know why i started spiraling at all? like, wtf? and why won’t my brain stop thinking now about the fact i was spiraling? am i spiraling about spiraling? make it stop :((((((((((

playing hide and seek with my girlfriend right now but her hiding spot is literally anywhere on campus and i have no ideas

saige don't go down a fucking wikipedia rabbit hole during a quiz challenge

these pizza slices looked so much better under the heat lamp 😭

god words are so fucking scary

brain is already fucking up this conversation so badly (i cannot find the words at all... like they're in my brain,,,, but fingers won't type them.......)

aaaaaa i love her so fucking much,,,,

think i have an idea of what i could get her for her birthday hehe :3