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have a different jacket from her now 🥺

i hate myself so much sometimes

everything just reminds me of how i should’ve tried harder. could’ve been in honors maybe if i bothered to do the extra work to apply

just remembered a really weird dream i had last night. think it was about this jacket?? lol

still sad that ibm has like, basically killed weather underground :(

just remembered i literally told my girlfriend my social security number lmao

apparently siri will pronounce bluesky as "blue skeee"

i'm so happy there's the nintendo music app now...

might actually fucking cry 😭

need a hug maybe >.< don’t feel good for some reason,,,,,,

they should like, make eyelids better at blocking light. like, how am i supposed to sleep in class when i can still see the light :(

aaaaa i just wannya wear this jacket all day tbh

her jacket is so fucking cozy and soft and it feels so nice and i almost want to cry a bit now >.< (idk why)

i am so eepy

think 10:30am classes are too early. next semester i need to do like 3pm at the earliest

i have this jank as fuck proxy running on my raspberry pi to proxy requests to m.uits.iu.edu, and i have a self signed certificate installed on my phone lol

it’s great though, i log every request the app makes and change some of them for funnies :3

wearing her jacket right now and i do not want to take this off ever 😭

it’s so fucking soft and comfy and omg i’m wearing her jacket,,,

just found a ubiquiti forum post i made when i was 12 lmaoooo

hhhhhhhhhh

how is she so amazing,,,,,,,,,,,

love her so fucking much but i am definitely not good enough to date her >.<

she called me puppy :pleadingcat:

hhhhh i hate myself

why am i like this

why does nothing ever go right...

god i love hugging her jacket so fucking much,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

omg she let me keep her jacket,,,,,

i love my girlfriend so much,,,,

she's so amazing,,,

guessing my way through java for a class right now and i just made the best javafx theme picker ever

girlfriend just asked if i’ve ate anything on my salad and when i said like three tomatoes and a cucumber she just said “ok” and walked away like she had an idea 😭

whenever i’m waiting for my girlfriend i always do this thing where i sit facing away from the door so whenever she comes out of the parking garage she can come up behind me and scare me lol

Arranging content close to the TrueDepth camera uses space more efficiently, and helps diminish the visual presence of the TrueDepth camera.

found this kinda funny, lol

scrolling through a table of nearly 4,000 coordinates on a specific day and checking random ones to figure out what day we went to a meeting for a club lol

explaining my cursed sqlite bindings for lune to my girlfriend right now and it's making me think of this https://xkcd.com/1172/

i'm like 10 days behind now on my mathober posts lol

i think it'd be really cool if fly.io just gave me infinite memory so my terrible python project doesn't out of memory (i have no idea how to debug this... like, my database isn't even that big. only like. 10,000 battles or so...)

god i love snipewriter 5h so much https://splashcat.ink/battles/groups/179/?share

my m3 pro macbook pro running minecraft with shaders better than my girlfriend’s rtx 2060 still just doesn’t make sense to me

like, the 2060 doesn’t feel like it was that long ago? literally feels like it came out only a couple years ago….

i now have puppygirl.ink and puppygirlin.space :3

how did she manage to do this

fuck i love my girlfriend so much,,,,,,

my girlfriend is forcing me to eat because i haven’t ate today

wtf it’s possible to hear coil whine on my macbook when running funny llm lol

just ufcking kill me now tbh

just gonnya sleep on the couch tonight i think. not even going to bother closing the minecraft instance that’s open

what’s the point :deadAnya:

having a conversation with my girlfriend’s plushie except it hasn’t said a word so it’s like really difficult for me to carry this entire conversation

god i so need a home lab

xcode time :3 (idk what i'm doing)

god webcage is so good

why do i love the beginning of this song so much, like those first couple seconds lol https://music.apple.com/us/album/head-in-the-clouds/1640739427?i=1640739800

looking at server racks again right now

running a local llm on my macbook while on battery, what could go wrong?

lets gooo only 5 minutes late to calculus (i considered skipping)

got to play minecraft with my girlfriend :3 was really nice

how difficult would it be to build like a routing thing between bus stops? (there’s 6 bus routes is that matters at all)

(i have a very silly idea)